Yes, I’m ranting again…

Currently trying to do something with my fscked up life. What am I doing? It seems like all I do is get up, go to work, come home… deal with whatever bullshit is going on, mess around with tech stuff (which I don’t seem to have the time nor drive to get interested in), go to bed, and start the process all over. None of my friends ever want to come see me because I live too far away, and their gas apparently is more important that seeing me. Maybe that’s just their excuse because they don’t want to be around me. I’m getting tired of coming home from work everyday wondering what debt collector is after us, or what utility is cut off. I don’t understand our capitalist society… This whole country revolves around one thing. Money. If you don’t have it, they’ll say “fsck you” and cut your electric off or throw you out of your home without a thought on their conscience. People really sicken me. All of them. I’m thinking of going off into solitude for a while like Thoreau did, or something.