Lovely
From the bad news department once again (yay) A list of stuff that really makes me wanna bash my head in with a hammer…
- My parents have been going to church lately… I am not religious and do not go, and this makes me feel very awkward. Tonight they’re going to get “saved”
- What really irks me is that my dad was talking all religious to me in the car on the way home. Way to make me feel uncomfortable.
- My dad’s boss also shorted him on his paycheck (such a nice guy! Sometimes I want to strangle him even though i’ve never even seen the man), this means that our cox cable internet bill can’t be paid… and they’re very likely to cut us off in the next couple days. YAY! Society is trying once again to keep me off the one medium where I can vent and where 95% of my friends are. Thank you, heartless fucker!
- I see the one girl I like at the mall with her boyfriend… just when I was going to muster the courage to ask her out!
- My sister’s boyfriend HAD to remind me that my dad has sleep apnea and that he’s dying. Thanks bud! Way to make me feel better! As if enough shit hasn’t been piled into my head
Thanks for reading this. Comment if you like, please.

October 5th, 2005at 10:04 pm
I don’t want to rude, but my…
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October 9th, 2005at 9:45 am
I hate to sound insensitive, but am I reading it right that the sleep apnea is causing your fathers demise?
My husband has sever sleep apnea and has been placed on a simple machine at night that forces him to breath through his nose only and this keeps the breathing steady and he doesn’t stop breathing. It has also had an added benefit…it lowered his blood pressure to a level that we no longer worry about a stroke or heart failure.
I really hope the change of seasons will bring a change for good events to fill your family and home with the good stuff of life.
It seems as though this has been a destuctive decade for a lot of people. It almost got to be too much a few weeks ago and I really wanted just to be free of all the heartache and injustice that I have been dealt.
But I would only find myself at a massive weinner roast below and I wouldn’t be given a stick and the smores are probably gone.
Arghhhh…
Take care! ~(*_*)~
October 11th, 2005at 5:06 pm
” YAY! Society is trying once again to keep me off the one medium where I can vent and where 95% of my friends are. ” Have you thought of it the other way, maybe Life is trying to push you to where the real society is. Approaching people and making friends there. Remember, there’s no coincidence in life. Everything happens for a reason; for us to learn. Thanx for cheering at 43things. Cheers :)
August 6th, 2006at 1:31 pm
Good job.