Today, I got assaulted by the “We gotta go” girl. Some of you may know who the “We gotta go” girl is. I was in line at the Dairy Queen talking to some girl, and things seemed to be going well, but then the “We gotta go” girl stepped in, and she had to leave. […]

My brother and his wife are trying to help me move out to Tennessee and go back to college… so, I’m just going to compile a list of things I need to get done (in as chronological an order as possible)

I wish I had something other to blog about than personal crap, but I’m doing it again… yesterday was just a shitty day… I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’m depressed, anxious, lonely, feeling helpless all the time. The stress and sadness has gotten to the point where I’m physically ill. I don’t know […]

I don’t know what it is, but I feel so unmotivated lately. It must be all the stress, all the debts I’m worried about that will eventually catch up and burn me, the fact that I have a poorly-paying job that doesn’t seem to challenge my skills enough, my family doesn’t give a rat’s ass […]

When I woke up yesterday, I had a weird pain that seemed to be coming from my right kidney. This morning it seems to be worse, and I need to take work off today :-(. I don’t know what’s going on, but this sucks, and is kinda scary. I think it might be kidney stones, […]

As usual, nothing ever goes the way I planned it.
Friday night, I get home from the mall to find out that my parents were fighting while I was out, and my mom is being a TOTAL MENTAL BITCH as usual whining, and being an attention whore, but shying away when she gets it. And my […]

So, we straightened things out with the landlord, so I can live in the hellhole for a little while.
This weekend, I’m going apartment-hunting with a friend. I need to open a bank account soon too… probably Wachovia, they’re a good bank.

I’ve shed many tears, and stressed myself to the point of unhealthiness these past couple days…
Whatever happens, I need to concentrate on getting myself into a vehicle, and finding a place to live on my own and a better-paying job.
It’s going to definitely be hard, but the end result is worth it.

Woohoo (sarcasm)! more bad news!
The other day, my dad got a notice from the sheriff (I guess sheriff’s do these things now) that we’re getting evicted. I don’t know if we’ve been evicted before, and I didn’t know about it… but if we don’t get caught up on rent (which is like $800-$900 or something), […]

OK, I’ll go on a rant another time… but for now, but today was a pretty bad day…. I’m not going to go into details right now, but at a later time, I will. Some of you might already know what it’s about…

I bought a notepad to write down goals and ideas. I’m happy to at least have some money, although I’m sure the creditors are closing in soon to take it.
Also, why do I feel weird that my blog gets more hits/google results than my home page? I guess it’s because this is the only thing […]

Here’s one hundred things about yours truly (Not quite 100 yet)…

I had a dream where this one guy was pointing a gun at me, and I ran away from him but he shot at me… And I fell to the ground but got back up. I thought he had shot me in my leg because it was hard for me to walk… but then I […]

Yay, I’m off work tomorrow. Maybe I can get some more sleep. Also, we’re not getting thrown out, but paying the rent will be tough. I want to try to get back to college this fall, or maybe next spring… I’ll have to see how things work out.

Yeah, not much going on here. I’ve been too busy working an worrying. I shouldn’t be living my life this way though… Anyway, I haven’t been able to work on the website, or any of the designs I want to. I don’t know how long we have to even live here (still rent problems) and […]